Anxiety


Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV)


Brokenhearted

The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Psalm 34:18 (NASB)


Confusion

For God is not the author of confusion but of peace ...

1 Corinthians 14:33 (NKJV)


Defeat

We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair ...

2 Corinthians 4:8 (NIV)


Disappointment

And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.

Romans 8:28 (NLT)

Doubt

I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.

Matthew 17:20 (NIV)


Failure

The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again.

Proverbs 24:16 (NLT)


Fear

For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.

2 Timothy 1:7 (NLT)


Grief

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

Psalm 23:4 (NIV)


Hunger

Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.

Matthew 4:4 (NIV)


Impatience

Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

Psalm 27:14 (NIV)



Impossibilities

Jesus replied, "What is impossible with men is possible with God."

Luke 18:27 (NIV)


Inability

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.

2 Corinthians 9:8 (NIV)


Inadequacy

I can do everything through him who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:13 (NIV)


Lacking Direction

Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.

Proverbs 3:5-6 (NLT)


Lacking Intelligence

If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.

James 1:5 (NIV)


Lacking Wisdom

It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption.

1 Corinthians 1:30 (NIV)



Loneliness

... the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.

Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)


Mourning

Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

Matthew 5:4 (NIV)


Poverty

And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:19 (NKJV)


Rejection

No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:39 (NIV)


Sorrow

I will turn their mourning into joy and will comfort them and give them joy for their sorrow.

Jeremiah 31:13 (NASB)


Temptation
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

1 Corinthians 10:13 (NIV)


Tiredness

... but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)


Unforgiveness

So now there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus.

Romans 8:1 (NLT)

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

1 John 1:9 (NIV)

 
Unloved

See how very much our Father loves us, for he calls us his children, and that is what we are!

1 John 3:1 (NLT)


Weakness

My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.

2 Corinthians 12:9 (NIV)


Weariness

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

Matthew 11:28-30 (NIV)


Worry

Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.

1 Peter 5:7 (NLT)

When I look at You

When my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.


When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.


You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Miley Cyrus

This song somehow reminded me of our Abba Father's great and unconditional love for his children on earth. For the times, when life gets tough, You are always there for me during my tears and joy. Walking hand in hand with me through this amazing journey. Couldn't imagine life without You, carrying me through of all the trials I face. It is you that keeps me going, to live victoriously and giving You all the praise and glory.

A Gifted Classical Pianist - Maksim Mrvica

No words can articulate how spectacular Maksim is.

In a grand auditorium, when the audience stood still to appreciate this gifted pianist, the music that touches your heart as though magic is in the air. The tune fills the congregation with serenity, peace and tranquility. The harmonious melody dissolved slowly in the hearts of many. His movement aligned with the rhythm he plays.

His talent hypnotized the nation. Making a mark in instrumental music history. Making  music to something so beautiful, another level of admiration and wonder. The harmonious melody. The rhythm. The tempo accurateness. The pressure as he pressed the keys gently. The dynamics. The texture.

He has a number of masterpiece that I can live without and brightens my day! His music blows me away to somewhere in time. Something so beautiful and beyond words. Exodus. Somewhere in Time. Claudine.

I adore the passion and the enthusiasm he has for something he dreams. MUSIC.

♫ "When The Tears Fall" - Tim Hughes ♫

When the Tears Falls

I've had questions without answers
I've known sorrow, I have known pain
But there's one thing, that I cling to
You are faithful, Jesus You're true

 In the lone hour of my sorrow
Through the darkest night of my soul
You surround me and sustain me
My Defender forevermore


When the laughter fails to comfort
When my heart aches, Lord are you there
When confusion's all around me
And the darkness my closest friend


CHORUS:
When hope is lost, I'll call You Saviour
When pain surrounds, I'll call You Healer
When silence falls, You'll be the song
Within my heart


BRIDGE:
I will praise You
I will praise You
When the tears fall
Still I will sing to You
I will praise You
I will praise You
Jesus praise You
Through the suffering
Still I will sing to You


I miss you. Every little things remind me of you. The pathway we walk. the food we eat. your idiosyncrasies. Your bad habits.youth ministry.

God's Rainbow

God's Rainbow

Rainbows appear after mighty storms,
When things look their very worst,
Just when the skies are darkest gray,
Look for the rainbow first. 

The rainbow is a sign of God's promise, 
That He will guide us through any storm, 
That He will see us through all our troubles, 
No matter what their form. 


When you feel battered by life's storms, 
And you are filled with doubt and dismay; 
Just remember God's rainbow is coming - 
It's only a prayer away. 

- Author Unknown 

The sun promises a brighter day yet sometimes it fails...
But God promises a beautiful life and He never fails...

Pain

I am a loser when it comes to pain. I can't tolerate pain well. You'll find me running around for plaster for my paper cut. 

I finally understood, 

the pain of having cuts on your flesh

is nothing compared to

the pain of having a cut on your heart. 

That excruciating pain. When I see them lying at that wooden box. When I see that wooden box being lowered to the ground. It breaks my heart, for not able to tell you 'Thank you' for being my friend'. For not accomplishing our plans to have our birthdays and backpacking together..

Oh God, I need You to be that Plaster, to heal my wounded heart. 

No one can touch my heart like You do.. 
I'm learning to cherish everyone You sent to my life, God. 

I'm gonna live my life to the fullest for You, my Master.

Dear Uncle Roland, Jacinth, Jelyn

Uncle Roland has been a great blessing to the young generation. He has raised 'Leaders of Tomorrow' and faithful man and woman of God who live their lives for Jesus Christ. Scholars are blessed with full scholarships because of His fervent prayer and guidance. He is like the candle that shines in the dark, giving hope and confidence to students to challenge their abilities in performing outstandingly. He has assisted me in obtaining my scholarship. I remembered how he was so anxious in knowing everyone's results, his concern for each youth to excel best inn their academics. Truly, he has been an inspiration to us all. He's strict yet soft-spoken in his own special ways. Uncle Roland, I truly salute you, for being a Man of God's destiny, a great father, a remarkable teacher, a faithful friend...

Jacinth, we are often so passionate about Delima in Convent. How we BOOooo to the other teams.. Your quiet and sweet in your own ways. The last time we met was when Joash, you and I were going round KL to get a replacement of your faulty Digi modem. I remembered how adoringly you and your brother were, that teasing and giggling here and there. I know you are in love with Korean guys.. hee hee.. 

Jelyn, you're so sweet and gentle. I was hoping hard that you could join Delima, so we could have our Delima girls conquering the youth. I remembered at Pastor Betty farewell, whereby we had a ball match. "Hey girl, you're really a sportswoman". You are so petite, but you put the guys to shame that night with your accurate throwing skills to the tree and the stamina you had. Both of you are just so sweet, and your contagious smile that brightened the day. 

Till we meet again, in Heaven along with our Heavenly Dad!! ;)

Dear Joash,

Everyone was grief-strickened and saddened by your death, Uncle Roland, Jacinth and Jelyn plus your Grandma. I guessed Heaven is having shortage of angels, that's why God is recruiting the best of all and whom he deeply loves.

You had been a supportive brother in Christ, a great friend.

I remember the 'Great Job' pat you gave on my back each time I did well in drama sketch for Christmas and worship.I remembered serving together in Christ Ignitors. From Chinese New Year fund raising, Christmas Celebration, mothers day celebration... etc

I remember how you and Kevin used to drop by at Music Valley to disrupt my work and disturb the girls.

I remember you giving me weird nicknames like 'Elephant' and 'Aunty Carol' or 'High Distinction'. Though I called you 'Tortoise' for eating super super slow and 'High High High Distinction' for being so brilliant.

I admire how patient you are towards the weak. How you love them..

I will also remember your big, generous heart. You insisted on paying everytime, until that day I have to snatch your wallet to stuff money inside which left the waiter staring at us.

I will remember your optimism in everything. When we got lost in Malacca before Family camp, I was literally panicking while you are appreciating Malacca scenery at night.

I remember how I complaint about you wearing the red Ah Pek shirt.

I remember you said my masterpiece was the nicest!!

I  remember you for keep forcing me to eat. You made me gorged down brownies, cakes, breads, desserts. Not fair! You make your gf so slim, yet you make me fat!!

You are a horrible shopper, ending up buying rotten stuff like the Chinese New Year oranges, the marigold yogurt drink, end up gotten nagged by me.

You carry joy with you wherever you go. Your million-dollar smile.Your joke of the year. Your 'cheekiness'.You always Stand out from photographs.

You are my 'Makan' buddy and my 'escort' to go back to Muar.

You left me blur, searching for words in the dictionary each time you blast out your bombastic vocabulary.

You always put others first and God above all.

You will be deeply missed. I gonna bring more friends to Heaven to meet my Buddy, which is You!

I believe you are rejoicing with God and your family up there. Jamming with the best musical instrument, singing praise to God, with the angels as your choir. Feasting at His Table with a large spread of food. You will never missed any ball while playing tennis, because you have wings to fly as high to catch it. I'm grateful to God that I get to meet a great friend like you for 21 percent of your 23 years.

PS: I bet you are smiling away in Heaven, with everyone praising you... hee hee =)