Someone watching over me...

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

Somehow this beautiful song by Hillary Duff captured my heart the very first time I heard it. Somehow it reminded me of my relationship with my Heavenly Father above.

One who has never gave up on me when I had disappointed HIM at times.

One who stands by your side when the world seems to fall apart.
One who was my strength when I am weak
One who saw the best it was in me
One who brought exceeding joy and faith to my life

Above all, one who has always loved me from the day He had knitted me to my mum’s wombs till the day my hair turns grey too. Plus, His Heart is huge and has many rooms to love everyone including you.

By faith, I knew that someone is watching over me with his loving eyes and tender heart. In times when there were storms in my life, just a word of prayer, I saw a rainbow ahead and I knew he heard my little prayer; He lifted down his hand and carried me above the storm.

I felt peace and complete serenity. And I knew there’s God watching over me..
That I will stand strong and firm with His word as my ground. Unshaken.

The Day with the Jewel of Kedah

I have been waiting desperately for that thing.. to relieve myself from dreadful reality.. i need a BREAK.. That's the only reason why I'm right here in Langkawi, The Jewel of Kedah not forgetting with a bunch of holiday maniac and Little Ms Shopping..

Day 1
Arrived at the House of 9 at 9.30 am where 12 holiday freaks gathered. We being fetched by three (Fast and Furious) cars to the LCCT Airport due to late arrival. Hahaha overslept I supposed..

On the way to the plane also have to camwhore.. with the beautifully-crafted white plane with a splash of flaming, hot red. Up on the plane.. well, was nervous at first due to my very first experience travelling on the sky. Some friends were busy flashing with their cameras, some reading those boring magazines with a clutter of advertisements, some were fast asleep and some where complaining that the air stewardess doesn't look pretty or gorgeous. They criticise them from head to toe. Well, being judgemental are some friends prior strength... lol

As for me, deep in my thoughts, I was just overwhelmed with the creator of the airplane, gosh can't remember his name.. Wrights something.. How awesome it is to create something so big, accomodating a number of people which can stay put on the sky despite the magnetic, sticky gravity. Gravity a vaccuum suction that sucks you down on the ground.. Suddenly, a mutiple of physics theory just bang my head, and I started counting figures and rationalise the entire concept of the theory.. I shut my brain cells and immediately fall asleep..

Cotton candy clouds

We have reached Langkawi airport. Three rented cars with engines on were waiting impatiently for us to ride on. We dashed to the car and into the Sugary Sands .. It's a resort ! It's a hotel! It's a MOTEL.. One must not judge by its cover is proven. The motel looks ancient but the room was not so bad after all. Dump my bag, jump on my bed.. YEAH!!

Speaking of shopping, we REIGN.. from chocolates to beer, from beer to liquor, from liquor to perfume.. Plenty of alcohol consumption.. through drinking and spraying.. Trust me, you havent seen how our divas did their shopping spree...

Colourful and cute little bottles

At 5 pm, we make our feets wet. The yellow sandy beach and the not-so-cystal blue water... I was too exhausted to join my friends modelling and swimming by the beach.. Just took a stroll by the beach with my faithful camera. The scenery of the island was breathless.. The way blue being mixed with green was beautiful, representing land, sky and sea. I took lots of photos btw..

Personalise my name..

Friends Forever!

Jump Shot!!

Seashells - Musica of the Ocean

Breathtaking sunset scenery

The night was still young.. We walked around the town and bought souvenirs. Managed to drop by at another beach by the resort.. It symbolises REdang.. Not fair!! The sands is so much finer than ours. Can't really see the water because it was dark.. No comment..

It was party time... We played true or dare.. Everyone dark secrets and mysteries were finally revealed.. sorry, I'm not sharing.. lol. The ones being forfeited has to gulp down a cup of Johnie Walker Black Label with Sprite. As for me, I just savoured my Vodka with 5% alcohol... for punishment I took a mouthful of the cup.. Apologies for my not-so-good drinking skills.

Life as a Student..

I was overjoyed after internship is over. For once, I can have my life back after the 3-months of sleepless nights and tremendous hard work. No TV, no SLEEP.. the list goes on.

Well, my luck wasn't that good perhaps. I though that life would have been better , as I enrolled to my new semester. I flipped open my white, A4 size timetable with excitement and what I saw was total disaster.. I had four dreaded days of 8am class.. Moans and shrieks was heard echoing across the corridor, for me I was still in shock...

Out of nowhere, my lecturer requested me to present my internship experience to my fellow juniors. Well, I love threatening and warning juniors before the industry shock them to bits. Responsible senior I would say.. Immediately , I agreed.

The event was a grand event with a gargantuan of formal procedures. Talks were given by renowned career enthusiasts from Deloitte, British America Tobacco, Digi and others about the current recession that has been haunting Malaysians with jobs and without.

Here I am, being positioned in the middle number to present. I wish I could just go up to the stage, speak my mind out and finished it before my heart just jumps out from my chest. My fellow presenters before me are super eloquent speakers. They spoked so fast and fluent that can even put the machine gun to shame.

Seriously, the most scariest part was waiting in line for your turn. Wondering why, I'm afraid of the square, still stage..I am a pure drama queen, and have participated state level drama competitions for 2 years yet I chickened out on stage.. As I was half way visualising myself on the stage, the MC introduced me to the audience.. "Opps my turn," I murmured softly in my heart.. That's the moment where all the inspirational songs of worships flow continuously from my very lips.

The feeling of standing on a big stage, with 500 eyes staring at you and a panel of judges with their seriousness on their face judging you was simply indescribable. Well, I tried my very best to communicate to the audience and makes sure that they stay awake, stay alert by blending in some dry humour. Guess that I'm just too passionate about my job as an intern and continue talking non stop. I finished my last word on stage. Dashed down. The satisfaction gained was unexplainable. I did it!

Versace - STYLO KL Fashion Festival

Italian label Versace graced the pre-opening night with a bang featuring its Spring/Summer 2008 Collection. It was really a wonderful experience and crazy adventure. Guess whose being part of the event management team handling media and public relations, it's me.. lolx.

The time has finally arrived. Models from various countries including our very own Malaysian models Tengku Azura and Amber Chia dashed into the dressing room having their hair and make up done. What I noticed is that tension is rising, as the minute is approaching . You see dressers' hands trembling in fear, models running chaoticly with their killer heels and supervisors screaming here and there. For me, I was nervous at first, but eventually it just vanished. My mind was just too saturated figuring out how to uncomplicate the complicated gowns and shoes.


The Runaway


My passport


Photo taken with my friends and models.


Gorgeous gowns that I just cant take my eyes off!

STYLO KL Fashion Festival

Fashion freaks? Trendsetters? Celebrities?

I was so excited and freaked out i would say, able to be part of STYLO. It's like I never had a dream come true. This amazing and most celebrated fashion festival was held in style at the heart of Kuala Lumpur in one of the most prestigious shopping destination, Pavilion.

Quick facts from Stylo's webpage :

The STYLO FASHION CUBE will be a 3,500 sq. ft., state-of-the-art fashion arena providing the perfect venue for the SKLFF fashion galas, each with their own unique fashion themes and moods. A 20-metre runway dominates the centre stage surrounded by tiered seating up to a maximum of 400 guests. A sensurround sound system, created for a special event in , featuring a technologically advanced multimedia projection capabilities will be outfitted to create a 3-dimensional theatrical experience with sounds, sights and touch for the ultimate experience in fashion-entertainment.

Happy New Year!

Goodbye 2008,
Welcome 2009.

Finally starting a blog of my own after much persuasion by my friends. It's also part of THE LIST of my New Year Resolutions. What a relief! Able to express your thoughts mingling in your crowded mind plus saturated with issues like assignments, projects, sleeping and shopping.

Got tonnes of things to talk actually but time is killing me.. as it never turns back.